Realization...

Realization...and feeling relief?
Sometimes we realize when it is too late, but we can not blame us self for things. Sometimes it is not possible to correct it and be back on the right track. Sometimes we need to stop and turn around, sometimes we just can find a shortcut to the right track.

Whatever it could, one thing is sure, the right people should be around one, or you should find the right people to have around. Our state of mood can shift from one to the other - from cold to hot or vice versa. But realization is when we start to understand why or what makes us to shift our frequency levels so quickly.
That we react to the surroundings is the simple answer, but sometimes it take a long ride before we realize it.
Some people are just not the beings you should be with if their energy level is low.
How is it possible for some people to trigger the right point and make you upset. Even your closest family can take that role - sometimes too often.
But it is time to make distance to those who reject to be happy, and joyful despite what the current situation is.
I deny to be one of them. Whatever happens can happen. I decide to be happy, and it shall be in that way.

Writing is really good, it also makes you shift from one mood to a better one, it just did with mine. :-)

Another realization: I decide whether to be happy or be dragged down. I know I have chosen the right track.

May your day also be happy and joyful, and get rid of those thoughts or people who can not be happy and smiling whatever hits their way.

Ta ta :-)

On a fresh new path...

On a fresh new path...what a dream huh?
But it seems to be the reality... And yes I'm bit proud of myself and my new goalsets!

I simply decided to follow up on the word being pro-active, at least when it comes to my life (not work).
And it is working... cleaning and feeling relief. Can not be described, can only be felt within...

Today I cleaned my hotmail inbox...seized down to have all the email on one single page...can you believe it. Neither me. But it was possible. Just sitting in front of the TV watching a music programme on the Danish channel and cleaning the inbox, putting into separate folders, and deleting...what a good feeling.

But exhausted..not after cleaning but after a fitness session with step. I had gladly forgot how good it feels to sweat and burn some calories. It has been long time sinse last fitness session, and exactly 4 years since last step lesson.
I have to be on this good for life time.. It feels good.

Another big "good feel" at the moment: That I have taken part in choosing my life. And not letting circumstances decide what to happen! Seems like my best attempt since years...

The good feel that you are part of the life and choices..auch.. it really feels good. But also need a strong will not to look back but only forward. I have this great feeling it is going to happen...The looking forward and being happy... I'm so much happy.
The most enjoyable happy moments occurs when I don't know why or what I exactly feel happy about.
That's really great. And I wish you all to have such an amazing feeling too.

Have fun out there.

One really good day...:-)

If Today Was Your Last Day Lyrics by Nickelback

A song to think about...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pe-Eosmk6oE

On the crossroad...

Do you know the days where you don't know which path to take? What will be correct to do and less correct to do!
Time is passing by, and you feel you don't get anywhere. I have tried it, to say honestly I've tried it too many times in my life.
Why is it so easy to make the same mistake again and again? One should think you learn from your mistakes. But not me. I may love to be confused, stand middle in the cross roads and not to know which direction or path to take. Maybe it is pathetic, but so am I.
I look too much forward, that Iforget the path I have been on in the past, and somehow I return to the very same, or most very same crossroad where I stand for couple of years. Pathetic.
I'm a grown up, and should know how and where to take my life to. But here am I - again.

I looked up for the word "pro-active" in the wiki today. A pro-active person who is taking control and make things happen rather than adjusting to situations and waiting for things to happen. Pathetic that I seem to belong to the last group in the definition. Why do I dig myself into such a pity wayn of living? Why can I not be pro-active?
Some days seems more brighter than others - I admit, but lately I had told myself to get the very best out of everything I cross in my life. Easy to say...hard to follow...still I am so happy. But yet confused.
I wish I were more active. It is like I put all my energy on my work and does have a very little to give myself when I returns home. It should not be like that, and I know it is my very own fault.

So today Im cleaning , starting to build up my good life day by day. And yes it is soon my birthday and I have vowed with myself that I shall be better than what I have seen of myself lately..let say past 30 years.

I have this blog as the only witness for my actions. Let us see how it is going to develop in the coming days...

Have an amazing Sunday :-)